One day whe know what will be coming next,
daydreamin is the prediction of the future...
Last weekend, i watched my fav romantic movies for countless times for now. NoteBook, Gol & Gincu, American Wedding and Forgetting Sarah Marshal. These movies make me feel that love is nothing more than a companion that in in the needs and wants of people.
Living this hard times, i wish that we know what will come and a very predictable life. But in the end, let it be as what it supposed to be. Should be more exciting i guess. There are lots of strange things happening nowadays, phone monitoring, not to mention pornographic annouring. Shit, things become more exciting it sound to be but getting complicated too.
Actually, here to share some storie that i expericed it through my 23 years breathing. Valentine's day that weekend reminds me of my love hurt story. Called it my own epic journey of finding self relevancy,belief and motivation to move forward. Wish you could understand my story and take a ride for those with the same shoe.
I am not trying to bring this matter over and over again. i also dont what to let the person that i care right now to feeling down. I dont know how do feel towards me but this is just a story that might help you to realise that silence is pain.
I feeling so much better every since November. Trauma still living but i gotta make a move somehow or rather. Its not about you, her, or that person. but its a general story, suitable for all.
It is impossible to most of us to forget the worse,hurtful tragedy. I admit that it still hurting as i remember. Slide away from it. Love is being judge but words you ar saying. Some percentage falls in the gensture, the gift of the way you dress up. Words are the powerful weapon to create love. Choosing, selecting and using it will need to apply to the right person, situation and also place. Your own background, your own life in the best dictionary or words. But are those words mean true and just a compliment or false hope.
Both are innocent when comes to true feeling, despite the words, the actual meaning can be a misleading without further explaination. For example; "sorry...i have other things to focus..life and family"...but actualy ...there someone else better or not interested.
I like you but i love you...kinda complicated gak or vise versa
there are many other ways that makes us feel its complicated..the only thing that i trust is keep believing...that the most powerful one to start.
just remember,
Life is not about how many breath you take..but the moments that take your breath away!!
Autopilot life..land me safe..land me with the kindness people.
Monday, February 16, 2009
Saturday, January 3, 2009
Last British in Ulu Klang Pt 4 - Half in love with my shadow
“so what’s up?”
“takde ape... Life itself a mystery.”
“oh yeah, “life is like a box of choclate..pastu aku tak tau ape..”
“hahaha”
“hahaha”
“Kerja okay ke?”
“yeah, sepatutnya okay, namun it is not as what I expected it to be”
“bro, you can just speak in English with me. Sounds funny when you mixed it up”
“hahaha, wonder how those british people speak in those days”
“hahaha, you can never know. Maybe they have a dikir barat group”
“hahaha”
“hahaha”
I considered myself as a cool, funny, fun and enjoyable person. Easy to get along and I remember a wise words from Scottish saying that “if you leave a horse alone, it dies. A commonsense that I would like to share here is that, don’t you ever leave the person that you care much alone. Be there at almost anytime. I know sometimes it is impossible. But try. The person will not die, unless god’s willing but the feelings my fades away. Please take note of what I’ve said.
Or maybe too much time together that ruins the relationship. Well it depends on how you see your relationship or the problem that occurs. Politically speaking that, it is a give and take situation that each individual have to understand. Everything will be fine. Hopefully, my advice will not promise any good will.
“dude, last night aku mimpi dia la”
“serious, was it a good or bad dream?”
“seems like a good one..but I dunno..it is just a dream.”
“yeah..but after all, you have to believe if you feel that it is good dream, right?”
“yeah..hopefully something good will happen on 23 January”
“what…? Why 23 January?”
“I dunno…in my dream, I saw a piece of paper with writing saying 23 January 2009, 2245”
“wow…pray for good things for you bro”
“yeah thanx dude”
“lepak mana later”
“oh yeah, normal place la. Rindu the food and people there”
“OMG..mintak mintak the cheetah girls takde..”
“eww..damn..thats is so OMG.. muntah..”
How I wish that everything is perfect. Everything that we do,we see and we like. We are such a small person, created by God. He knows the best for us. A new year just started, what will happen? We will never know. Untill we know that is when we know.
It is time to move on. I did my best… doing the good things..and nothing comes out from that. Not as what I expected. Useless efford. Words of compliment pun tak dapat. So that’s it. Now I understand, kalau dah takde itu means no forever. Sounds like that person pun dating someone. Wishing all the best of luck and glory of love.
I wish I didn’t miss you anymore. So painful and I wish you understand. Regret I might say but when it comes to love, nothing compares to a great sacrifice. Make sense sometimes with certain conditions. Life is unfair when you spoiled it. It haunts you till the day you get you ‘pay back time’.
“Shit..bro..that girl again”
“damn, what a ….arghh”
“cool..chill..”
“ hye there..lama tak Nampak u guys. Whats up”
“hmm,we are busy..so nothing more that we can do”
“kenapa tak balas my SMSs?”
“ did SMSs me?..when?
“come one..notty la..”
“serious..maybe u try again later”
“ohh okay..I nak gerak sana with my fren..ada mase join la kay”
“nah..we have lots of things to catch up.”
Meanwhile..
“babe, is that him?”
“yeah…OMG..feel my heart beat”
“wah…ohh cupid..help my fren here”
“shut up, bitch!...tapi kan..i rasa dier mcm gay je”
“hmm..tak la…tapi yeah..i ada Nampak dier.Banyak kali gak..selalu dengan laki je.One time I saw him with a girl. Tapi my fren kate itu kakak dier”
“haa..yeah..i think itu kakak dier.”
“what I heard la..he is still paranoid with relationship”
“yeah..that is what heard too…here..there is always something new to try”
“babe, to him..maybe something sort of new pain in love..who knows”
“yeah la…takpe…let it be true or be legend”
“hahaha…”
Life is unpredictable. But ones you understand the situation around you. You will know what might possible to happen. Be careful in what you do. Don’t be like me and shout out loud, “ stupid cupid,why you give love that I don’t know?”
….s a m b u n g….
“takde ape... Life itself a mystery.”
“oh yeah, “life is like a box of choclate..pastu aku tak tau ape..”
“hahaha”
“hahaha”
“Kerja okay ke?”
“yeah, sepatutnya okay, namun it is not as what I expected it to be”
“bro, you can just speak in English with me. Sounds funny when you mixed it up”
“hahaha, wonder how those british people speak in those days”
“hahaha, you can never know. Maybe they have a dikir barat group”
“hahaha”
“hahaha”
I considered myself as a cool, funny, fun and enjoyable person. Easy to get along and I remember a wise words from Scottish saying that “if you leave a horse alone, it dies. A commonsense that I would like to share here is that, don’t you ever leave the person that you care much alone. Be there at almost anytime. I know sometimes it is impossible. But try. The person will not die, unless god’s willing but the feelings my fades away. Please take note of what I’ve said.
Or maybe too much time together that ruins the relationship. Well it depends on how you see your relationship or the problem that occurs. Politically speaking that, it is a give and take situation that each individual have to understand. Everything will be fine. Hopefully, my advice will not promise any good will.
“dude, last night aku mimpi dia la”
“serious, was it a good or bad dream?”
“seems like a good one..but I dunno..it is just a dream.”
“yeah..but after all, you have to believe if you feel that it is good dream, right?”
“yeah..hopefully something good will happen on 23 January”
“what…? Why 23 January?”
“I dunno…in my dream, I saw a piece of paper with writing saying 23 January 2009, 2245”
“wow…pray for good things for you bro”
“yeah thanx dude”
“lepak mana later”
“oh yeah, normal place la. Rindu the food and people there”
“OMG..mintak mintak the cheetah girls takde..”
“eww..damn..thats is so OMG.. muntah..”
How I wish that everything is perfect. Everything that we do,we see and we like. We are such a small person, created by God. He knows the best for us. A new year just started, what will happen? We will never know. Untill we know that is when we know.
It is time to move on. I did my best… doing the good things..and nothing comes out from that. Not as what I expected. Useless efford. Words of compliment pun tak dapat. So that’s it. Now I understand, kalau dah takde itu means no forever. Sounds like that person pun dating someone. Wishing all the best of luck and glory of love.
I wish I didn’t miss you anymore. So painful and I wish you understand. Regret I might say but when it comes to love, nothing compares to a great sacrifice. Make sense sometimes with certain conditions. Life is unfair when you spoiled it. It haunts you till the day you get you ‘pay back time’.
“Shit..bro..that girl again”
“damn, what a ….arghh”
“cool..chill..”
“ hye there..lama tak Nampak u guys. Whats up”
“hmm,we are busy..so nothing more that we can do”
“kenapa tak balas my SMSs?”
“ did SMSs me?..when?
“come one..notty la..”
“serious..maybe u try again later”
“ohh okay..I nak gerak sana with my fren..ada mase join la kay”
“nah..we have lots of things to catch up.”
Meanwhile..
“babe, is that him?”
“yeah…OMG..feel my heart beat”
“wah…ohh cupid..help my fren here”
“shut up, bitch!...tapi kan..i rasa dier mcm gay je”
“hmm..tak la…tapi yeah..i ada Nampak dier.Banyak kali gak..selalu dengan laki je.One time I saw him with a girl. Tapi my fren kate itu kakak dier”
“haa..yeah..i think itu kakak dier.”
“what I heard la..he is still paranoid with relationship”
“yeah..that is what heard too…here..there is always something new to try”
“babe, to him..maybe something sort of new pain in love..who knows”
“yeah la…takpe…let it be true or be legend”
“hahaha…”
Life is unpredictable. But ones you understand the situation around you. You will know what might possible to happen. Be careful in what you do. Don’t be like me and shout out loud, “ stupid cupid,why you give love that I don’t know?”
….s a m b u n g….
Thursday, January 1, 2009
Last British in Ulu Klang Pt 3 - Kawan Cinta Rasa
It’s an early start for me. The 2009 is nothing more than just another year. Which I can summarize as, typical, ordinary and same as previous years. That will change through out all. Perhaps with something new that I do, another move I make, leading forward and logically thinking that I am that somebody. Few weeks ago, I bought new modem for my internet connection. Finally I am back in the track of information. (WTF). Exploited the true decent usage of internet. Browsing mature web (honestly), youtube (definitely), Facebook (status..la la la) and tutorial about photo editing (yeah baby).
Should I mention, downloading movie and songs (complete ambum)…hooray torrent. Happened last week as well, while browsing for the latest Indonesian songs, there is this one song that I like. Really nailed straight to my heart and soul, It is from Ungu – cinta dalam hati (love in heart). I find it honest, very wise of him to say it. Who guys should listen to it. I am touched with the words. All of sudden, side effect datang lagi..well, that life and sick cycle carousal..hihih.
Enough with my gibberish. I should start another chapter of the Last British in Ulu Klang.
Would it be nice to be with you,
Would it be nice to kiss you….
“Good bye for forever?”
“Yes.”
“But why?”
“You are not focused…still playing around. Enough my dear. I had enough. Misery and pain.”
“Why don’t you be more focused? “
That’s not all. It is not a fight. A normal argument that usually happened to most people when it comes to partnership in life. Is that true?
The famous words, “friends come and go”. Well, no matter how many or few you have, it will happened. Even if you gain new friends,someone might open the door and exit from your life. Moments that shared together means nothing anymore. You start to say “what a shitty,bullshit, idiot,crap,bastard..whatever it feel like to say”. As for me, I have a few, and that few I considered as my brothers and sisters. The stick with you through thick and thin, sweet and bitter life will be more meaningful.
“bro, ko kat ne?”
“I am at rumah aku. Why. Apa Case?
“Jom Lepak. Hart square”
(monologue)
“sure..hmm..nahh..Okay”
“Okay. Cool.Waktu bila?”
“Waktu bila apa dier..i fetch you around 11”
“K”
Another night for me to catch up some things with friend and bitching about whatever. While waiting, I put on my iPod and select a cover song “womanizer” by Lily Allen. Ada rupa skit nie..hahaha.
Friend. What else is there that we can share. How if I like you, the best or the less of you. What else that might happen. It is not about me. More about you. In the end of day, how my heart feels of us. Would it be wonderful or painful? When my feelings be your feelings. Rasaku rasamu. Could it be another great love romance movie or journey to a shitty life.
Maybe it is my fate. To admire you without being love. I don’t know what else to do. You are happy with your own life. It been a long time I kept this feelings. To catch you in my arms again, to be in love and happy together.
Will you understand that I am still here waiting? Hoping that what I feel will make both of us happy. If not, please let me know. Allow me to hug you one last time, and be in the glory just for awhile.
“bro..aku kat bawah”
“sekejap. Aku put on my shirt and gosok my teeth yah”
…bersambung lagi…
Should I mention, downloading movie and songs (complete ambum)…hooray torrent. Happened last week as well, while browsing for the latest Indonesian songs, there is this one song that I like. Really nailed straight to my heart and soul, It is from Ungu – cinta dalam hati (love in heart). I find it honest, very wise of him to say it. Who guys should listen to it. I am touched with the words. All of sudden, side effect datang lagi..well, that life and sick cycle carousal..hihih.
Enough with my gibberish. I should start another chapter of the Last British in Ulu Klang.
Would it be nice to be with you,
Would it be nice to kiss you….
“Good bye for forever?”
“Yes.”
“But why?”
“You are not focused…still playing around. Enough my dear. I had enough. Misery and pain.”
“Why don’t you be more focused? “
That’s not all. It is not a fight. A normal argument that usually happened to most people when it comes to partnership in life. Is that true?
The famous words, “friends come and go”. Well, no matter how many or few you have, it will happened. Even if you gain new friends,someone might open the door and exit from your life. Moments that shared together means nothing anymore. You start to say “what a shitty,bullshit, idiot,crap,bastard..whatever it feel like to say”. As for me, I have a few, and that few I considered as my brothers and sisters. The stick with you through thick and thin, sweet and bitter life will be more meaningful.
“bro, ko kat ne?”
“I am at rumah aku. Why. Apa Case?
“Jom Lepak. Hart square”
(monologue)
“sure..hmm..nahh..Okay”
“Okay. Cool.Waktu bila?”
“Waktu bila apa dier..i fetch you around 11”
“K”
Another night for me to catch up some things with friend and bitching about whatever. While waiting, I put on my iPod and select a cover song “womanizer” by Lily Allen. Ada rupa skit nie..hahaha.
Friend. What else is there that we can share. How if I like you, the best or the less of you. What else that might happen. It is not about me. More about you. In the end of day, how my heart feels of us. Would it be wonderful or painful? When my feelings be your feelings. Rasaku rasamu. Could it be another great love romance movie or journey to a shitty life.
Maybe it is my fate. To admire you without being love. I don’t know what else to do. You are happy with your own life. It been a long time I kept this feelings. To catch you in my arms again, to be in love and happy together.
Will you understand that I am still here waiting? Hoping that what I feel will make both of us happy. If not, please let me know. Allow me to hug you one last time, and be in the glory just for awhile.
“bro..aku kat bawah”
“sekejap. Aku put on my shirt and gosok my teeth yah”
…bersambung lagi…
Thursday, December 25, 2008
Lost British in Ulu kelang Pt2
Finally reaching my destination. This is not the first time i feel happy this year. It can be counted by fingers and blessed with it. Nothing more to wish. Feel good feel bad. That is the whole transaction of life.
Justice just begun, karma is return and moving forward. Its almost two year now, nothing much i can expect. Living the way it should be. Some of my friends had found their love back..few of them starting to be like me. In the sense of how i deal with everything in my life.
Nothing much to impress la..
ordinary things. Been doing that all the while pun.
Its end of the year dah. Keeping this feeling alive. Nobody knows what exactly will happen the next minute, hour, day..or year..We can plan everything but somehow or rather it its up to god's will. No judgement toward His Almighthy . I do accept, bllesed and tahnakful. For every cheer and pain. Each and everything that comes accros teach me a good lesson of life. Slowly i am trying to be the Greatest Man,husband, dad, GrandDad..and so so...
...to be cont..
(monologue)
But I'd rather be here than be anywhere
Is there anywhere better than here
You know these feelings I've found they are oh so rare
Is there anywhere better than here
Justice just begun, karma is return and moving forward. Its almost two year now, nothing much i can expect. Living the way it should be. Some of my friends had found their love back..few of them starting to be like me. In the sense of how i deal with everything in my life.
Nothing much to impress la..
ordinary things. Been doing that all the while pun.
Its end of the year dah. Keeping this feeling alive. Nobody knows what exactly will happen the next minute, hour, day..or year..We can plan everything but somehow or rather it its up to god's will. No judgement toward His Almighthy . I do accept, bllesed and tahnakful. For every cheer and pain. Each and everything that comes accros teach me a good lesson of life. Slowly i am trying to be the Greatest Man,husband, dad, GrandDad..and so so...
...to be cont..
(monologue)
But I'd rather be here than be anywhere
Is there anywhere better than here
You know these feelings I've found they are oh so rare
Is there anywhere better than here
Tuesday, December 9, 2008
Last British Bachelor in Ulu Klang - Part 1
“Waking up is hard to do,
Sleeping seems to be impossible...”
Listening to my tired breathing, looking at the ceiling and imagining what will happen today. Will I be fine, will I be better or will it become another pathetic day like last week. The shadow is still live around me. And I am still hiding from all the happiness that might come. The door is still closed and wonders who will come knocking.
Phone rings.
Sleeping seems to be impossible...”
Listening to my tired breathing, looking at the ceiling and imagining what will happen today. Will I be fine, will I be better or will it become another pathetic day like last week. The shadow is still live around me. And I am still hiding from all the happiness that might come. The door is still closed and wonders who will come knocking.
Phone rings.
“bro ko mane? Dah bangun belum? Aku nak gerak dah nie”.
“ohh, aku baru wake up. Boleh wait sekejap, aku nak take bath and then aku jumpa kat sana. Nanti I give you a call bila aku dah nak reach there”
“ahh, lembab…dasar pelat kau tue, nak muntah..dah laa wei…sedar skit oitt. Dah, get ready soon, Freak”.
I wish I can fix my words. To be more decent and can be accepted and not annoyed of it. But nevertheless, why should I care much. As long as I can speak and understand, it would not be any problem. Life seems to be unfair at certain points. Looking back at my past, I guess my karma just arrived and waiting to vanish. Hopefully in this short time. I tired of this. It goes on and on and keep spinning around.
I rushed to take my bath. Looking sharply at the mirror and whispering to myself,
“today is the day. Today I will smile, laugh and happy”.
So pathetic of me. Well who cares. Nobody. So why worry.
Put on my classic attire; pop art graphic shirt and jeans. Get into my car and plug in my Ipod. Browsing through my favorite songs. Driving my car give me another chance to think again that the past shadow is still haunting me and what can I do to keep moving.
To ease that misery, I imagine of being member of a superb band member. The music that will be play is tunes from, Modjo, Bob Sinclair, Tiesto if possible. Going to make it like a rave party band. Being extraordinary and it should be accepted in Malaysia. In Germany, France and London many of these kind of band playing at huge party.
----sambung---
Saturday, October 25, 2008
Selama Apa segala Cerita
Wow...after awhile i realized that dah lama tak add some post to my own blog...Like always...my blog is like a journal of everything, perhaps most of memories, tragedies and miracles will be told here. Let me begging with my fasting, my raya, my mom and current situation.
My fasting...hMm..nothing much la..ada plan nak buke puasa dgn all member tak jadi..dah lama that time busy with Tesco Seberang Jaya punya launching dengan duit gaji dah habis. Macam macam nak beli. Dah nak raya plak that time kan. Baju raya plak tempah..kasut plak nak beli baru..and maybe next year punya raya baru tukar butang baju melayu baru la.Wearing the history seems to be wasted la. Nak cari sendiri punya tapi tak jumpa yg cun. maybe next year ada rezeki jumpa butang baju melayu baru ke...
Dapat je gaji that day...malam tu jugak terus beli kasut idaman aku..hahaha....kerana syg sgt kat kasut tue..ade benda yg jadi beberapa minggu selepas itu.. jap lagi aku citer...so that nite jugak dah packing barang..lengkap nak balik ke Kampung ku..tapak jajahan dulu kala. Flight kul 7.55 pagi. So semua dah ready..Aku tdo kejap je then terus gerak gi KL sentral ambik bus. Bersahur di airport ..dalam hati ish tak sabar nak mkn mee kolok nie....baru kul 8 dah perut berbunyi..lantaq la...
Sampai je kat airport Kuching, senyum besar aku..besh rasanya eh...lamak sik balit kampung beraya..NAsib juak dapat balit raya awal.So aku terus ke hotel...ptg skit pergi pasar nak beli lauk for berbuke.Ternampak la suatu benda bernama makanan yang aku ske. Benda itu bernama "terkoyong"..ala2 siput tapi siput ni selalu kat pokok apong..pokok apong tu dlm bahsa melayu yang general aku pun tak tau. Nak kate siput nie ada kat sarawak je..tak mungkin...kalau ada pun di semanjung, tak ramai yang reti makan. mungkin geli pun ada..tapi bagi aku, dah mkn sure nak lagi..
Tiba mase berbuka.tangan aku terus menjamah siput yang telah dimasak dgn kicap tadi. Gian punya pasal..2 mangkuk besar aku balun....The next day...terkena food poisoining. Giler punya mkn sampai tak ingat. Merana gak la....hari2 terakhir puase jadi tak puasa. 2 mlm sebelum raya, lepak dekat satu area diaman dulu hanyalah kampung..tapi sekarang sudah semkain cantik dan masih kekal dengan ciri kampung nya. Layan gak lepak kat sana. I wish i have the camera with me...take pictures to show...how my hometown dah bertukar but still maintain the heritage.and the best thing, the food still maintain nyaman laaa...
Before raya, mlm lepak with all friends, main laser gun kat batu tiga...then lepak dekat mCd..bersama anggota hujan. Bergelak senda...Noh is really a funny guy la..nak pelawak la....tapi ya lah..di mana gadis itu..???
tiba masa raya, kakak dan abg ipar pun dah sampai..the cakes..cookies..the ffod...semua la best...memang best. the people semua kacak bergaya. Sik dapat di lawan puteri santubong la...hihihi..kalah puteri gunung ledang..mun di embak berlawan miss universe....hmm boh jak lah .. Kepala pun takde nak pening fikir benda yyang tak mungkin jadi ke apa ke...really enjoy my raya back there...
tapi bila dah tiba satu hari nie...all memories..all hope come into my head..tapi apa nak buat..pun tak jadi jugak..tapi itu semua apa yang kita fikir...cerita sebenar bay tuhan saja yang tahu...apa lu kecoh dan buat andaian...ilek laa...u have you own life...go think about it...
So ada la twisted love tales terjadi..tapi ya la...kita sik tau apa nak jadi kelak nak..embak ilek ajak laa...
I have a game that very commited with.So comfortable with it.Even thou life love suck..tapi entah....susah juak i nak padah mcm mana...ego dan abd history la......so hope semua okay.....
Daaa..aku dah takde mood tiba2.....aku ske tgk kawan aku...just imagine their wedding day..life as husband and wife....sure besh..coz semua senang...aku rase die org takde issues...like i was in before..but well shit happen...fuck fuck fuck fuck.................
My fasting...hMm..nothing much la..ada plan nak buke puasa dgn all member tak jadi..dah lama that time busy with Tesco Seberang Jaya punya launching dengan duit gaji dah habis. Macam macam nak beli. Dah nak raya plak that time kan. Baju raya plak tempah..kasut plak nak beli baru..and maybe next year punya raya baru tukar butang baju melayu baru la.Wearing the history seems to be wasted la. Nak cari sendiri punya tapi tak jumpa yg cun. maybe next year ada rezeki jumpa butang baju melayu baru ke...
Dapat je gaji that day...malam tu jugak terus beli kasut idaman aku..hahaha....kerana syg sgt kat kasut tue..ade benda yg jadi beberapa minggu selepas itu.. jap lagi aku citer...so that nite jugak dah packing barang..lengkap nak balik ke Kampung ku..tapak jajahan dulu kala. Flight kul 7.55 pagi. So semua dah ready..Aku tdo kejap je then terus gerak gi KL sentral ambik bus. Bersahur di airport ..dalam hati ish tak sabar nak mkn mee kolok nie....baru kul 8 dah perut berbunyi..lantaq la...
Sampai je kat airport Kuching, senyum besar aku..besh rasanya eh...lamak sik balit kampung beraya..NAsib juak dapat balit raya awal.So aku terus ke hotel...ptg skit pergi pasar nak beli lauk for berbuke.Ternampak la suatu benda bernama makanan yang aku ske. Benda itu bernama "terkoyong"..ala2 siput tapi siput ni selalu kat pokok apong..pokok apong tu dlm bahsa melayu yang general aku pun tak tau. Nak kate siput nie ada kat sarawak je..tak mungkin...kalau ada pun di semanjung, tak ramai yang reti makan. mungkin geli pun ada..tapi bagi aku, dah mkn sure nak lagi..
Tiba mase berbuka.tangan aku terus menjamah siput yang telah dimasak dgn kicap tadi. Gian punya pasal..2 mangkuk besar aku balun....The next day...terkena food poisoining. Giler punya mkn sampai tak ingat. Merana gak la....hari2 terakhir puase jadi tak puasa. 2 mlm sebelum raya, lepak dekat satu area diaman dulu hanyalah kampung..tapi sekarang sudah semkain cantik dan masih kekal dengan ciri kampung nya. Layan gak lepak kat sana. I wish i have the camera with me...take pictures to show...how my hometown dah bertukar but still maintain the heritage.and the best thing, the food still maintain nyaman laaa...
Before raya, mlm lepak with all friends, main laser gun kat batu tiga...then lepak dekat mCd..bersama anggota hujan. Bergelak senda...Noh is really a funny guy la..nak pelawak la....tapi ya lah..di mana gadis itu..???
tiba masa raya, kakak dan abg ipar pun dah sampai..the cakes..cookies..the ffod...semua la best...memang best. the people semua kacak bergaya. Sik dapat di lawan puteri santubong la...hihihi..kalah puteri gunung ledang..mun di embak berlawan miss universe....hmm boh jak lah .. Kepala pun takde nak pening fikir benda yyang tak mungkin jadi ke apa ke...really enjoy my raya back there...
tapi bila dah tiba satu hari nie...all memories..all hope come into my head..tapi apa nak buat..pun tak jadi jugak..tapi itu semua apa yang kita fikir...cerita sebenar bay tuhan saja yang tahu...apa lu kecoh dan buat andaian...ilek laa...u have you own life...go think about it...
So ada la twisted love tales terjadi..tapi ya la...kita sik tau apa nak jadi kelak nak..embak ilek ajak laa...
I have a game that very commited with.So comfortable with it.Even thou life love suck..tapi entah....susah juak i nak padah mcm mana...ego dan abd history la......so hope semua okay.....
Daaa..aku dah takde mood tiba2.....aku ske tgk kawan aku...just imagine their wedding day..life as husband and wife....sure besh..coz semua senang...aku rase die org takde issues...like i was in before..but well shit happen...fuck fuck fuck fuck.................
Wednesday, June 18, 2008
Fuel Up...Sponsorship...Down kot!
Hye there, for some of you that might come across this blog. Today is my second day of my work.It seems that everything is running as what i aspected and now still learning of few stuff. Dah banyak benda kita dengar from here and there la about the increased price of fuel. Well, to name a few event the street demo as well as some opposition party put up banners and bunting asking the favor for the rulling government to lower down the price with subsidies. Well, we have heard enough of the burden from the government losing money from it. With so called huge investments being made through the north, south and also east region, we may also think its a waste to most of us.
As what been the big issues currently, news about the government cutting their cost of organizing such huge event such as 'rumah terbuka', fairwell dinner or meetings la pa benda lgi la kan. I can consider it as a tiny step towards making a good government. Its a few % of the MESRA RAKYAT la kan. So whats next..cut cost travelling la, buying gift visitors la..okay okay..good idea to pak!..tapi...A huge tapi..KAMI NIE DAPAT APA...so you guys should be better in the sense of giving back to the malaysians la kan..i hope to hear a very good plans from u guys..like what u guys did for the economic corridor ....
Aku terfikir gak...kalau dah mcm nie...nanti bdk bdk universiti yg nak buat event sure susah nak dpt sponsorship..harga minyak la nie..hihi plus cut cost lagi..nanti brapa plak harga sorang kena bayar for dinner ke..ape ke..aduh aduh!!
lepas tue, sure nak buat baju jadi isu..plus mahal some more..hih..student plak nak budget..duit mkn lagi, rokok, assignment..jln2, upgrade pc ke..hihih..all the best for you guys..
aku nie takde kerja..baru habis training tadi..so melepak dulu..kerja takde!!
salam..
azreel feiza
garu sendir terasa, garu org lain pun ada rasa!
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