NyalaAn JelAs yang tiDak nyaTa

Minggu nie aku takde benDa sgt nak buat. Tapi at least aku rasa terhibur gak. PerGi tgK wayang, melePak, tenGok sarkas entah apa benDa giler bosAn. hihihi. At times, i do hang out alone..and what makes me feel so alone lagi is watching couple walking..bla bla holding hands bla bla..head on the shoulder..tapi kat bibir ku senyum la..happy gak tengok dier org. Most of my friends that end their recent relationship around my time dah ada cinta sekarang. One of them dah sgt sgt haPpy and i'm happy for him.. Takde chance nak jumpa mereka lagi. 

yang lain tengah keliru. Ada yang masih mencari ways to begin a date and ada yang keliru memilih yang mana satu. Bagi aku Aku keliru dan juga menyerah kalah kot. Biarlah aku nie jadi medan bercerita dan juga minta tips ke apa ke. Janji member haPpy. Masa depan aku pun aku tak tau lagi. Mereka nie senang lah nak ada cinta. Duit senang daPat. Ada yang kerja. Aku nak kerja pun tak tau lagi kat mana. So maybe itulah yang buat aku pun give up. Walau aku ada dengar lah sana situ minat ape ke la..APAKAH bagi ku. kerana aku masih mencuba sehingga aku sepenuh menyerah diri.

Ada yang kata apa potensi aku..well like i told them.potensi pergh tipis mampus sial..so aku pun maintain je. Kalau ada rezeki ada kalau takde "walk out the door and say good bye sweetheart". hahaha. So who's next? Nahhh..susah nak kate siapa next..bleh jadi dia, siapa, kamu,sana, situ..watever freak.

minggu nie pun banyak event, gig dan juga free shows...Tapi kena maintain duit..BATMAN is coming..kena tengok...arghh baby akhirnya..hahah..owh yeah, last time i hang out with groups of friends la kan. Bleh plak dier kate dierorg sangka aku GAY..Terkejut beruk la aku nie nok..hahaha..fikiran pendek betul member aku nie..

Aku rasa dapat gaji kalau kerja nanti aku nak beli camera la. Putus hidup aku takde camera nie. Bleh snap situ sana sinun merate rate...hahaha...

I WISH I WAS HIM...

congratulation....Goodbye sweetheart!!

Try and by Accidentally Become One

Its a long holiday for me while waiting for a great chances and hope in the Young Lecturer Program. Maybe I should start looking for part time job. Buth then again, which kind and hwre about is the main questions in my head. I have sent my resume to 3 companies so far and still waiting for any answers from them. 

I writing tonight because I'm interested with Obama's words in his book and it goes something like this "We eventually work hard to the expectation of our father or to our own , and to me it goes both" Lebih kurang la.. Baca kat MPH je..Tak beli..tak cukup RM 25..F*&K..Anyway i think somehow its true. What he mean was most of us living and achieving something for the sack of our parents and also ourself. But few get rewarded. I'm not saying this because i'm dissapointed but i feel like somethinng should be done to eventually help to keep up the smiles, appreciate life more and be pround of what i have done. hahaha..I'm starting to talk crap again. But hye..its true dude, look and see for urself..your own's life. Is somebody say well done, good job, or there goes the new future CEO..bla bla..hahaha..

Well thats it about that. Now I'm talking about the Prince Charming and the Princess / Angel stuff. How many of you found that kind. I believe its a bit rare as the mater of fact seldom. We bum to someone and melted by his or her smile, eyes or the shape of her breast and the legs. hahaha..Kan? The more time both spent, the more you feel intimate. More stuff about each other dah bleh tahu. Fell in love with the voice, the jokes, the 'blurriness' of someone make you lagi jatuh cinta. Its a situation of give and take plus its ur choice too. Like you flip a coin and which side are you.

Paying more attention on life is what i do rite now. As i said its a decision i have to make.  what i want to do is, Someone to love, something to look forward and somebody to admire me!

Salam.

Azreel

PenjenayaH deGupan jaNtung yang berGelar Scott.