“so what’s up?”
“takde ape... Life itself a mystery.”
“oh yeah, “life is like a box of choclate..pastu aku tak tau ape..”
“hahaha”
“hahaha”
“Kerja okay ke?”
“yeah, sepatutnya okay, namun it is not as what I expected it to be”
“bro, you can just speak in English with me. Sounds funny when you mixed it up”
“hahaha, wonder how those british people speak in those days”
“hahaha, you can never know. Maybe they have a dikir barat group”
“hahaha”
“hahaha”
I considered myself as a cool, funny, fun and enjoyable person. Easy to get along and I remember a wise words from Scottish saying that “if you leave a horse alone, it dies. A commonsense that I would like to share here is that, don’t you ever leave the person that you care much alone. Be there at almost anytime. I know sometimes it is impossible. But try. The person will not die, unless god’s willing but the feelings my fades away. Please take note of what I’ve said.
Or maybe too much time together that ruins the relationship. Well it depends on how you see your relationship or the problem that occurs. Politically speaking that, it is a give and take situation that each individual have to understand. Everything will be fine. Hopefully, my advice will not promise any good will.
“dude, last night aku mimpi dia la”
“serious, was it a good or bad dream?”
“seems like a good one..but I dunno..it is just a dream.”
“yeah..but after all, you have to believe if you feel that it is good dream, right?”
“yeah..hopefully something good will happen on 23 January”
“what…? Why 23 January?”
“I dunno…in my dream, I saw a piece of paper with writing saying 23 January 2009, 2245”
“wow…pray for good things for you bro”
“yeah thanx dude”
“lepak mana later”
“oh yeah, normal place la. Rindu the food and people there”
“OMG..mintak mintak the cheetah girls takde..”
“eww..damn..thats is so OMG.. muntah..”
How I wish that everything is perfect. Everything that we do,we see and we like. We are such a small person, created by God. He knows the best for us. A new year just started, what will happen? We will never know. Untill we know that is when we know.
It is time to move on. I did my best… doing the good things..and nothing comes out from that. Not as what I expected. Useless efford. Words of compliment pun tak dapat. So that’s it. Now I understand, kalau dah takde itu means no forever. Sounds like that person pun dating someone. Wishing all the best of luck and glory of love.
I wish I didn’t miss you anymore. So painful and I wish you understand. Regret I might say but when it comes to love, nothing compares to a great sacrifice. Make sense sometimes with certain conditions. Life is unfair when you spoiled it. It haunts you till the day you get you ‘pay back time’.
“Shit..bro..that girl again”
“damn, what a ….arghh”
“cool..chill..”
“ hye there..lama tak Nampak u guys. Whats up”
“hmm,we are busy..so nothing more that we can do”
“kenapa tak balas my SMSs?”
“ did SMSs me?..when?
“come one..notty la..”
“serious..maybe u try again later”
“ohh okay..I nak gerak sana with my fren..ada mase join la kay”
“nah..we have lots of things to catch up.”
Meanwhile..
“babe, is that him?”
“yeah…OMG..feel my heart beat”
“wah…ohh cupid..help my fren here”
“shut up, bitch!...tapi kan..i rasa dier mcm gay je”
“hmm..tak la…tapi yeah..i ada Nampak dier.Banyak kali gak..selalu dengan laki je.One time I saw him with a girl. Tapi my fren kate itu kakak dier”
“haa..yeah..i think itu kakak dier.”
“what I heard la..he is still paranoid with relationship”
“yeah..that is what heard too…here..there is always something new to try”
“babe, to him..maybe something sort of new pain in love..who knows”
“yeah la…takpe…let it be true or be legend”
“hahaha…”
Life is unpredictable. But ones you understand the situation around you. You will know what might possible to happen. Be careful in what you do. Don’t be like me and shout out loud, “ stupid cupid,why you give love that I don’t know?”
….s a m b u n g….
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