“so what’s up?”
“takde ape... Life itself a mystery.”
“oh yeah, “life is like a box of choclate..pastu aku tak tau ape..”
“hahaha”
“hahaha”
“Kerja okay ke?”
“yeah, sepatutnya okay, namun it is not as what I expected it to be”
“bro, you can just speak in English with me. Sounds funny when you mixed it up”
“hahaha, wonder how those british people speak in those days”
“hahaha, you can never know. Maybe they have a dikir barat group”
“hahaha”
“hahaha”
I considered myself as a cool, funny, fun and enjoyable person. Easy to get along and I remember a wise words from Scottish saying that “if you leave a horse alone, it dies. A commonsense that I would like to share here is that, don’t you ever leave the person that you care much alone. Be there at almost anytime. I know sometimes it is impossible. But try. The person will not die, unless god’s willing but the feelings my fades away. Please take note of what I’ve said.
Or maybe too much time together that ruins the relationship. Well it depends on how you see your relationship or the problem that occurs. Politically speaking that, it is a give and take situation that each individual have to understand. Everything will be fine. Hopefully, my advice will not promise any good will.
“dude, last night aku mimpi dia la”
“serious, was it a good or bad dream?”
“seems like a good one..but I dunno..it is just a dream.”
“yeah..but after all, you have to believe if you feel that it is good dream, right?”
“yeah..hopefully something good will happen on 23 January”
“what…? Why 23 January?”
“I dunno…in my dream, I saw a piece of paper with writing saying 23 January 2009, 2245”
“wow…pray for good things for you bro”
“yeah thanx dude”
“lepak mana later”
“oh yeah, normal place la. Rindu the food and people there”
“OMG..mintak mintak the cheetah girls takde..”
“eww..damn..thats is so OMG.. muntah..”
How I wish that everything is perfect. Everything that we do,we see and we like. We are such a small person, created by God. He knows the best for us. A new year just started, what will happen? We will never know. Untill we know that is when we know.
It is time to move on. I did my best… doing the good things..and nothing comes out from that. Not as what I expected. Useless efford. Words of compliment pun tak dapat. So that’s it. Now I understand, kalau dah takde itu means no forever. Sounds like that person pun dating someone. Wishing all the best of luck and glory of love.
I wish I didn’t miss you anymore. So painful and I wish you understand. Regret I might say but when it comes to love, nothing compares to a great sacrifice. Make sense sometimes with certain conditions. Life is unfair when you spoiled it. It haunts you till the day you get you ‘pay back time’.
“Shit..bro..that girl again”
“damn, what a ….arghh”
“cool..chill..”
“ hye there..lama tak Nampak u guys. Whats up”
“hmm,we are busy..so nothing more that we can do”
“kenapa tak balas my SMSs?”
“ did SMSs me?..when?
“come one..notty la..”
“serious..maybe u try again later”
“ohh okay..I nak gerak sana with my fren..ada mase join la kay”
“nah..we have lots of things to catch up.”
Meanwhile..
“babe, is that him?”
“yeah…OMG..feel my heart beat”
“wah…ohh cupid..help my fren here”
“shut up, bitch!...tapi kan..i rasa dier mcm gay je”
“hmm..tak la…tapi yeah..i ada Nampak dier.Banyak kali gak..selalu dengan laki je.One time I saw him with a girl. Tapi my fren kate itu kakak dier”
“haa..yeah..i think itu kakak dier.”
“what I heard la..he is still paranoid with relationship”
“yeah..that is what heard too…here..there is always something new to try”
“babe, to him..maybe something sort of new pain in love..who knows”
“yeah la…takpe…let it be true or be legend”
“hahaha…”
Life is unpredictable. But ones you understand the situation around you. You will know what might possible to happen. Be careful in what you do. Don’t be like me and shout out loud, “ stupid cupid,why you give love that I don’t know?”
….s a m b u n g….
Saturday, January 3, 2009
Thursday, January 1, 2009
Last British in Ulu Klang Pt 3 - Kawan Cinta Rasa
It’s an early start for me. The 2009 is nothing more than just another year. Which I can summarize as, typical, ordinary and same as previous years. That will change through out all. Perhaps with something new that I do, another move I make, leading forward and logically thinking that I am that somebody. Few weeks ago, I bought new modem for my internet connection. Finally I am back in the track of information. (WTF). Exploited the true decent usage of internet. Browsing mature web (honestly), youtube (definitely), Facebook (status..la la la) and tutorial about photo editing (yeah baby).
Should I mention, downloading movie and songs (complete ambum)…hooray torrent. Happened last week as well, while browsing for the latest Indonesian songs, there is this one song that I like. Really nailed straight to my heart and soul, It is from Ungu – cinta dalam hati (love in heart). I find it honest, very wise of him to say it. Who guys should listen to it. I am touched with the words. All of sudden, side effect datang lagi..well, that life and sick cycle carousal..hihih.
Enough with my gibberish. I should start another chapter of the Last British in Ulu Klang.
Would it be nice to be with you,
Would it be nice to kiss you….
“Good bye for forever?”
“Yes.”
“But why?”
“You are not focused…still playing around. Enough my dear. I had enough. Misery and pain.”
“Why don’t you be more focused? “
That’s not all. It is not a fight. A normal argument that usually happened to most people when it comes to partnership in life. Is that true?
The famous words, “friends come and go”. Well, no matter how many or few you have, it will happened. Even if you gain new friends,someone might open the door and exit from your life. Moments that shared together means nothing anymore. You start to say “what a shitty,bullshit, idiot,crap,bastard..whatever it feel like to say”. As for me, I have a few, and that few I considered as my brothers and sisters. The stick with you through thick and thin, sweet and bitter life will be more meaningful.
“bro, ko kat ne?”
“I am at rumah aku. Why. Apa Case?
“Jom Lepak. Hart square”
(monologue)
“sure..hmm..nahh..Okay”
“Okay. Cool.Waktu bila?”
“Waktu bila apa dier..i fetch you around 11”
“K”
Another night for me to catch up some things with friend and bitching about whatever. While waiting, I put on my iPod and select a cover song “womanizer” by Lily Allen. Ada rupa skit nie..hahaha.
Friend. What else is there that we can share. How if I like you, the best or the less of you. What else that might happen. It is not about me. More about you. In the end of day, how my heart feels of us. Would it be wonderful or painful? When my feelings be your feelings. Rasaku rasamu. Could it be another great love romance movie or journey to a shitty life.
Maybe it is my fate. To admire you without being love. I don’t know what else to do. You are happy with your own life. It been a long time I kept this feelings. To catch you in my arms again, to be in love and happy together.
Will you understand that I am still here waiting? Hoping that what I feel will make both of us happy. If not, please let me know. Allow me to hug you one last time, and be in the glory just for awhile.
“bro..aku kat bawah”
“sekejap. Aku put on my shirt and gosok my teeth yah”
…bersambung lagi…
Should I mention, downloading movie and songs (complete ambum)…hooray torrent. Happened last week as well, while browsing for the latest Indonesian songs, there is this one song that I like. Really nailed straight to my heart and soul, It is from Ungu – cinta dalam hati (love in heart). I find it honest, very wise of him to say it. Who guys should listen to it. I am touched with the words. All of sudden, side effect datang lagi..well, that life and sick cycle carousal..hihih.
Enough with my gibberish. I should start another chapter of the Last British in Ulu Klang.
Would it be nice to be with you,
Would it be nice to kiss you….
“Good bye for forever?”
“Yes.”
“But why?”
“You are not focused…still playing around. Enough my dear. I had enough. Misery and pain.”
“Why don’t you be more focused? “
That’s not all. It is not a fight. A normal argument that usually happened to most people when it comes to partnership in life. Is that true?
The famous words, “friends come and go”. Well, no matter how many or few you have, it will happened. Even if you gain new friends,someone might open the door and exit from your life. Moments that shared together means nothing anymore. You start to say “what a shitty,bullshit, idiot,crap,bastard..whatever it feel like to say”. As for me, I have a few, and that few I considered as my brothers and sisters. The stick with you through thick and thin, sweet and bitter life will be more meaningful.
“bro, ko kat ne?”
“I am at rumah aku. Why. Apa Case?
“Jom Lepak. Hart square”
(monologue)
“sure..hmm..nahh..Okay”
“Okay. Cool.Waktu bila?”
“Waktu bila apa dier..i fetch you around 11”
“K”
Another night for me to catch up some things with friend and bitching about whatever. While waiting, I put on my iPod and select a cover song “womanizer” by Lily Allen. Ada rupa skit nie..hahaha.
Friend. What else is there that we can share. How if I like you, the best or the less of you. What else that might happen. It is not about me. More about you. In the end of day, how my heart feels of us. Would it be wonderful or painful? When my feelings be your feelings. Rasaku rasamu. Could it be another great love romance movie or journey to a shitty life.
Maybe it is my fate. To admire you without being love. I don’t know what else to do. You are happy with your own life. It been a long time I kept this feelings. To catch you in my arms again, to be in love and happy together.
Will you understand that I am still here waiting? Hoping that what I feel will make both of us happy. If not, please let me know. Allow me to hug you one last time, and be in the glory just for awhile.
“bro..aku kat bawah”
“sekejap. Aku put on my shirt and gosok my teeth yah”
…bersambung lagi…
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