..its not just the sun thats hot..its the people's mouth

MY dear friends,

It's not fair for me to cry alone,

It's not fair for me to run and not looking back,

In the end of the road, i seek for help,

and you are not there.

My dear Friends,

World is ever cruel since its birth,

May god be with us to face the fact,

With His love and kindness be with us,

To survive this struggle of good dreams.

My dear Friends,

Will you lead me your shoulder?,

Will you be my window to see the rainbow,

From now and ever after,

Will you?

My dear Friends,

If you want to get out from my circle,

Will you please go far away,

My wish for you to never think of me,

May your name vanish in my life.

My dear Friends,

My bullshit make sense,

It smell very much like G.W.Bush,

But deep within the smelly shit,

I look at it....if its good i..i smile...if not..flush it!!

......aku lah FREAK!!

Scott Morrissey and his journey to the Land Of Head Hunters

Mr. Scott Morrissey is currently in Kuching celebrating his freedom days without job. It's been a week and feeling not very well. Looks like having the H1N1 signs!!..damn..but whatever..knowing that seeing doctor will never be part of the plan. Let it be laa...100 plus and my bedroom...dah cukup.

I actually missed being around with my good friends in Kuala Lumpur. Thinking of it, its nice that you have few friends and very good ones but to many will trouble you. But the fact that i am alone here. Nobody else but the cousin and other related family. 

As for some friends here, words come out very easy from their mouth but never really do what the mean. So i rather chill and lazy around this house...waiting for someone to call and ask me out..I am a total stranger in my home town. 

Everytime i come back to this nice and easy going place, i will have this weird feeling that we here usually term it as "Side Effect". Yes, i wonder why and i don't need to tell you who. Its up to you to speculate anyone and i know that you are very GOOD in this speculating matters. 

I really missed being around with a lover. A lover with lots of hearts and very kind with very sexual addiction that come in as added value..hahahaha...dah la lama tak keras..WTF....

I dunno what will happen tomorrow...maybe another lazy day here in Kuching...but later in the evening i'll be watching Public Enemy with my anak buah...

Cheers my readers!!