LOVE ACTUALLY.. INDEED~~

Damn, have any of you guys tengok 'Love Actually" 2003 punya movie. So freaking awesome dude. I cried watching that movie..OMG, reel..be strong laa..hahaha..Wateverla kan. Tapi serious that movie should be watch. Lucky me i simpan dalam PC..so rasa mcm emo semacam rasanya akan tengok la. Its a great great love comedy. 

Titanic, A Walk to Remember, The Notebook are some of my favorite love movie. Emotionally effected by the scripts, the screen play and also the lovely moments. Sometimes the tragic incidents and unexpected events. Thats the colours of love, some are bright colours and sometimes a bit dark. Comes the spices and authentic emotional discovery. The strengthen the fire and glory of love. 

I'm falling in love with Love Actually...arghh...geram..best la citer nie...arghh....Jap,,(bila la aku nak study)...okay la..living with the side effect...roger out!!

Sidekick LX

Canteq...

Its major move right here baby..i mean it. (for ur happiness)

Azreel Feiza Zahari

Kenapa Dengan Aku

Aduhaiiii..kenapa la susah sangat aku nak study. Nak kate confiden..takde makne punya..Rasa malas nak mampus. Tapi rajin plak ber manipulasi dengan agen gembira aku..photoshop. Mase tengah tension tadi..pi la baca mengenai mujahideen brigade dan aku teruja mengenai perjuangan saudara di Amerika dan juga di Britain. Tak kira plak yang di tanah Islam sendiri . Jadi aku ada design satu art buat saudara dan juga diri aku sendiri..hihih..wateverla kan....

So lepas lepak mkn and bersembang bersama rakan. Aku balik konon nak study tapi..huh, photoshop.

so ni kerja terbaru aku....esok lusa tak bleh la nak berdeisgn sgt..Finals siot!!!!

ini photo manipulasi aku yg pertama!!!

sekian,

There's only so much I can do I love you and did all that I could

azreel feiza

The Side Effect keep On Going...

Bismillahhirahmanirahim,

I just cant understand what i'm feeling right now. Kepala asyik pening je. At times rase nak pengsang. Makan semua dah, minum pun sudah. Tapi masih lagi mcm mabuk2. Freak me out dude..dah la finals nak dekat. Trauma plak jadinya. Tengah hari tadi my parents and sister and Bro in law dtg. Lepak mkn kat Sek 10. Pastu balik study. Study la sgt kan. Dok melepak sambil menjamu selera dengan ice cream di dataran UiTM.

 Tengah fikir, after finals nak buat apa. Plan pertama Kuching (Rain Forest Music Fest), Kedua, Perhentian, Ketiga, Lepak kat Melaka. Tapi member takde plak. So maybe Perhentian aku pergi solo je. Like the old days la. Neutralize the crowded emotional breakdown in my mind.

I gotta keep my head straight up. Although i cant take this madness, i try to keep this feelings alive in my own personal feelings. My hearts and my mind keep on thinking those recents cheers and smiles. Then what is certain, the situation dah lain. Now i can see it clearly, as what spoken to me. Next thing i know, i'm still have that same feelings jugak. So i cant do anything. I stay in love with you.

Its over now, i know..but i keep on hanging on. Be my own dreams and fantasies. I don't who i gonna fall next. Not that too recent perhaps. Tapi relax la. I'm happy for you girl. Thats good you find ur happiness among ur friends.

I'm living with the side effect. Maybe thats one of the cause that makes me selalu pening and rasa nak pitam. Minta Allah jauh dari segala sensara dan sakit. I'm still taking my medicine. Dont worry. I know how to keep myself at the normal rate of evaluation on health. Keep on saying apologies, call it pathetic, but its true. I'm sorry.

I cant keep crying for the rest of my life. But i still living with the side effect. The mistakes and the challenges in getting you back. But its okay. I should be understand you by now, Perhaps i should be understanding bout the whole situation jugak.

I wish i have my own doctor...back!

Still bruised, still walk on eggshells

Azreel Feiza Zahari

Shame Face

Saturday like today is like normal day. Bangun at 1.30pm...Makan burger, layan lagu..baca buku(sekerat jalan) tdo balik and bangun at 8.10pm. Bosan maut la. Tapi dah hidup camni...cool je la. Tak sabar nak finals plak rasanya. Nak enjoy diri main game..melayan karenah kucing kucing yang aku sayang sgt. 

Mase dua malam lepas, tengah melayan lagu jiwang jiwang nie..timbul la rasa nak pilih lagu apa untuk wedding night ..lagu tema love birds la konon. Hahaha.Pastu melaratla kan. Knowing myself, daya imaginasi yang tinggi and then berfantasy la pulak. Sekarang nie rancangan hidup amat keliru sekali. Tapi aku kena maintain..Segala apa pun, rasa semangat kena ada. 

____

Kinda sad looking at my own personal life right now. Well, what else to do. Hopes falling and happiness yet to be found. It sounds like the thing is there, but nothing comes to clear things out. All i can do, as usual, hope and keep on hoping. 

As like what my friends said, "kenapa korang main tarik tali"...well, its about ego i guess. But there is a clear point from that person that happened to me right now. Myself becoming immune to love. To trust the new nor the past. Both brings pain and heart break.

A fierce storm in my life on this matter. I believe that, time will tells. I dunno where and when. Everything doing well with friends and family ...my cats and my brothers. I'm breathing smoothly and currently feeling lonely. I'm hanging on every words you are saying. So its alright with me.

I tanak serabutkan, rosak, hina or musnah what u ada. I can feel ur sadness and pain. So, forgive me when at times i have to avoid it. You know why la kan. There's no hope anymore, but i will keep on believing my dream untill the day i hear the most painful words and day. Thank you very much for listening.

speaking without a sound

azreel feiza

Nothing Else To Find

Salam semua,

Just got back from lepak with friends. Lepak mkn and bercerita la situasi sebenar la kan. Diskusi di lanjut sehingga cerita cinta lama la hingga ke future plan. Sebelum itu, kami melayan musik memerhati adik adik kecil ke gig yang pergh poser sangat.

Today, kepuasan aku di tahap memuaskan. Hasil Kerja sebagai penangkap gambar berjaya dan mendapat pujian dari beberapa pihak. Hasil gambar disulitkan buat sementara kerana pihak mereka tidak ingin berlaku kebocoran rahsia projek masing-masing. Lagi pun aku takde copy kot.

Aku teruskan usaha menceriakan diri aku nie dengan keluar dengan kawan-kawan yg senasib kot la kan. 

Pagi tadi test Intercultural Communication boleh di anggap okay je la. Kalau dah yang lain tiru...aku pun ambik masa dekat 20 minit..fikir..nak tiru tanak..So keputusan..tiru je la. Rugi..nanti senang dapat nama yang lain ke ape ke kan.

Nak share denga anda semua, Ada satu tempat makan nie, MAMAK..modern tapi biasa je. Aku suka Roti Daging dier dan air juice je..yang lain blum try lagi. Nama Tempat Sri murni SS2, Petaling Jaya.

The Juices.....sedap...ada laici, buah honey dew and nata de coco lagi

Ini la Roti Daging

Terima Kasih kampungboycitygal(4 the pictures)

For the day that something really special might come.

A New Version of The Past

Aku sepatutnya kena siapkan 'Kritikan Artikel' nie..tapi tak terbuat. Something else is in my mind. Betul kata dier, i think to much. Sekarang ini, Selamat datang ke laman blog yang baru. yang lama itu sudah di tamatkan khidmat bermula 15 April yang lalu sebenarnya. 

Isu yang akan di kongsi akan jadi sama tapi tidak sepenuhnya. Pening gak kepala. Asyik cakap benda sama je bosan la!

Next week aku punya finals dah nak start..so long so long..then baru aku update la okay!!

heart all of you!