One day whe know what will be coming next,
daydreamin is the prediction of the future...
Last weekend, i watched my fav romantic movies for countless times for now. NoteBook, Gol & Gincu, American Wedding and Forgetting Sarah Marshal. These movies make me feel that love is nothing more than a companion that in in the needs and wants of people.
Living this hard times, i wish that we know what will come and a very predictable life. But in the end, let it be as what it supposed to be. Should be more exciting i guess. There are lots of strange things happening nowadays, phone monitoring, not to mention pornographic annouring. Shit, things become more exciting it sound to be but getting complicated too.
Actually, here to share some storie that i expericed it through my 23 years breathing. Valentine's day that weekend reminds me of my love hurt story. Called it my own epic journey of finding self relevancy,belief and motivation to move forward. Wish you could understand my story and take a ride for those with the same shoe.
I am not trying to bring this matter over and over again. i also dont what to let the person that i care right now to feeling down. I dont know how do feel towards me but this is just a story that might help you to realise that silence is pain.
I feeling so much better every since November. Trauma still living but i gotta make a move somehow or rather. Its not about you, her, or that person. but its a general story, suitable for all.
It is impossible to most of us to forget the worse,hurtful tragedy. I admit that it still hurting as i remember. Slide away from it. Love is being judge but words you ar saying. Some percentage falls in the gensture, the gift of the way you dress up. Words are the powerful weapon to create love. Choosing, selecting and using it will need to apply to the right person, situation and also place. Your own background, your own life in the best dictionary or words. But are those words mean true and just a compliment or false hope.
Both are innocent when comes to true feeling, despite the words, the actual meaning can be a misleading without further explaination. For example; "sorry...i have other things to focus..life and family"...but actualy ...there someone else better or not interested.
I like you but i love you...kinda complicated gak or vise versa
there are many other ways that makes us feel its complicated..the only thing that i trust is keep believing...that the most powerful one to start.
just remember,
Life is not about how many breath you take..but the moments that take your breath away!!
Autopilot life..land me safe..land me with the kindness people.
