Lost British in Ulu kelang Pt2

Finally reaching my destination. This is not the first time i feel happy this year. It can be counted by fingers and blessed with it. Nothing more to wish. Feel good feel bad. That is the whole transaction of life.

Justice just begun, karma is return and moving forward. Its almost two year now, nothing much i can expect. Living the way it should be. Some of my friends had found their love back..few of them starting to be like me. In the sense of how i deal with everything in my life.
Nothing much to impress la..
ordinary things. Been doing that all the while pun.

Its end of the year dah. Keeping this feeling alive. Nobody knows what exactly will happen the next minute, hour, day..or year..We can plan everything but somehow or rather it its up to god's will. No judgement toward His Almighthy . I do accept, bllesed and tahnakful. For every cheer and pain. Each and everything that comes accros teach me a good lesson of life. Slowly i am trying to be the Greatest Man,husband, dad, GrandDad..and so so...

...to be cont..

(monologue)

But I'd rather be here than be anywhere

Is there anywhere better than here

You know these feelings I've found they are oh so rare

Is there anywhere better than here

Last British Bachelor in Ulu Klang - Part 1

“Waking up is hard to do,
Sleeping seems to be impossible...”

Listening to my tired breathing, looking at the ceiling and imagining what will happen today. Will I be fine, will I be better or will it become another pathetic day like last week. The shadow is still live around me. And I am still hiding from all the happiness that might come. The door is still closed and wonders who will come knocking.
Phone rings.

“bro ko mane? Dah bangun belum? Aku nak gerak dah nie”.

“ohh, aku baru wake up. Boleh wait sekejap, aku nak take bath and then aku jumpa kat sana. Nanti I give you a call bila aku dah nak reach there”

“ahh, lembab…dasar pelat kau tue, nak muntah..dah laa wei…sedar skit oitt. Dah, get ready soon, Freak”.

I wish I can fix my words. To be more decent and can be accepted and not annoyed of it. But nevertheless, why should I care much. As long as I can speak and understand, it would not be any problem. Life seems to be unfair at certain points. Looking back at my past, I guess my karma just arrived and waiting to vanish. Hopefully in this short time. I tired of this. It goes on and on and keep spinning around.

I rushed to take my bath. Looking sharply at the mirror and whispering to myself,

“today is the day. Today I will smile, laugh and happy”.

So pathetic of me. Well who cares. Nobody. So why worry.

Put on my classic attire; pop art graphic shirt and jeans. Get into my car and plug in my Ipod. Browsing through my favorite songs. Driving my car give me another chance to think again that the past shadow is still haunting me and what can I do to keep moving.

To ease that misery, I imagine of being member of a superb band member. The music that will be play is tunes from, Modjo, Bob Sinclair, Tiesto if possible. Going to make it like a rave party band. Being extraordinary and it should be accepted in Malaysia. In Germany, France and London many of these kind of band playing at huge party.

----sambung---