It’s an early start for me. The 2009 is nothing more than just another year. Which I can summarize as, typical, ordinary and same as previous years. That will change through out all. Perhaps with something new that I do, another move I make, leading forward and logically thinking that I am that somebody. Few weeks ago, I bought new modem for my internet connection. Finally I am back in the track of information. (WTF). Exploited the true decent usage of internet. Browsing mature web (honestly), youtube (definitely), Facebook (status..la la la) and tutorial about photo editing (yeah baby).
Should I mention, downloading movie and songs (complete ambum)…hooray torrent. Happened last week as well, while browsing for the latest Indonesian songs, there is this one song that I like. Really nailed straight to my heart and soul, It is from Ungu – cinta dalam hati (love in heart). I find it honest, very wise of him to say it. Who guys should listen to it. I am touched with the words. All of sudden, side effect datang lagi..well, that life and sick cycle carousal..hihih.
Enough with my gibberish. I should start another chapter of the Last British in Ulu Klang.
Would it be nice to be with you,
Would it be nice to kiss you….
“Good bye for forever?”
“Yes.”
“But why?”
“You are not focused…still playing around. Enough my dear. I had enough. Misery and pain.”
“Why don’t you be more focused? “
That’s not all. It is not a fight. A normal argument that usually happened to most people when it comes to partnership in life. Is that true?
The famous words, “friends come and go”. Well, no matter how many or few you have, it will happened. Even if you gain new friends,someone might open the door and exit from your life. Moments that shared together means nothing anymore. You start to say “what a shitty,bullshit, idiot,crap,bastard..whatever it feel like to say”. As for me, I have a few, and that few I considered as my brothers and sisters. The stick with you through thick and thin, sweet and bitter life will be more meaningful.
“bro, ko kat ne?”
“I am at rumah aku. Why. Apa Case?
“Jom Lepak. Hart square”
(monologue)
“sure..hmm..nahh..Okay”
“Okay. Cool.Waktu bila?”
“Waktu bila apa dier..i fetch you around 11”
“K”
Another night for me to catch up some things with friend and bitching about whatever. While waiting, I put on my iPod and select a cover song “womanizer” by Lily Allen. Ada rupa skit nie..hahaha.
Friend. What else is there that we can share. How if I like you, the best or the less of you. What else that might happen. It is not about me. More about you. In the end of day, how my heart feels of us. Would it be wonderful or painful? When my feelings be your feelings. Rasaku rasamu. Could it be another great love romance movie or journey to a shitty life.
Maybe it is my fate. To admire you without being love. I don’t know what else to do. You are happy with your own life. It been a long time I kept this feelings. To catch you in my arms again, to be in love and happy together.
Will you understand that I am still here waiting? Hoping that what I feel will make both of us happy. If not, please let me know. Allow me to hug you one last time, and be in the glory just for awhile.
“bro..aku kat bawah”
“sekejap. Aku put on my shirt and gosok my teeth yah”
…bersambung lagi…
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