She is not a mystery to him. Not a strange mother's nature acts. The world seems to be cruel these days. And human among themself are crawling from the misery that come from the devil inside each heart.
She walks among the average. Her words gets mixed once awhile. It seems to be the colours of life among friends with her silly jokes and making up new words. Not well recorded but well preserve in the memoribia. She was the apple. An apple so rare that no scietific discovery had ever encounter with.
"Damn, its feels good to feel free. I got it all figured out. Nothing to worry about. Damn, its good to be me."
We are quite far from each other. We could only see and speak once awhile. The dinner place are bit to crowded. The plac are to big to to decide where to have our sweet date under the jungle of fruits.
The northern parts are very much away from the sound and air pollution. Foods are very cheap. I could say that it is the cheapest in Malaysia. The hectic city noise and troublesome are not here in Perlis. Perhaps!.
But what is so interesting abouth this smallest country in Malaysia is that you can get bored easily. Seriously. If you cant find the right friends and the right place to hang out, you'll find hell is besides you. Well unless u are so angel and good enough...heaven my be on top of you.
She seems to be well adjust with the the village enviroment. The ballad of wind, birds and the waving leaf is the nicest melody. Scott have long life in the same kind when he was in his home town. Holding on, he have the illusion of hip happening city of Kuala Lumpur that he missed so much.
Scott have never tried to get close to her. Being alone in his world of fantasy. Stuck in the time of dreams, he visualize the greatness of love that he wish it can be the most wonderful thing ever happen.
"What can i be. Should i be Bold, Suave, Sexy and Tall for to fall in love with me"...
" or i should be mystery, unknown and mystical for her to noticed me."
"Its a mystery, Maybe i don't really want to know how i should act."
Maybe Scott will never be. Maybe scott will have to be walking alone in the search of what is true love means.
The awesome movie, Crazy/Beautiful motivates him. The storyline are so close with his life. Its like acarbon copy of his reality that was put up in a hollywood movie.
Well, later that he knew, that his life is like the breaking news of the people around him. Its seems that most people are putting their ears and eyes towards him. A big question why...perhaps the envy of the typical male and female that loves to know. Its crazy. Not a joyest thing happening but yeah, atleast he is in the centre stage of people.
She seems not have any interest. Maybe yes..or maybe not. He just can't feel it. But lucky day.On that tiny liltle time, given by chance and taking his luck. Small kissed on the forehead does a great happiness. He felt the sunshines and rain at the same time.
That simple body language keeps him happy. That moment of glory and that first step of evrthing that may happen in line.
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