Lost British in Ulu Klang Pt 6 - Dream and Fantasy...?...

Life is unfair...but fair it be that no matter what everyone will always be in my heart. How many friends i have lost and now most you them running away. Well friends, i don't what to be the burden in your life. Is it hard for you to just look at me and smile. Just a simple gesture with a minimal force and energy. You know i don't like enemy. We are something and now nothing. Where is the love?

I probably never understand the way you are. But something inside ..not very strange ..that i know we are still thinking the same thing. Never treat me bad, but i guess now things have change. Again, i have no pressure that hope yo understand that you always be in my heart.

Should i ask why, you will scream. Should i ignore, you will scream. Thus, i am resting to the end of this stress.

Unexpected situation. Yes, i was shocked and i don't really care. I am not some Mike Tyson or the legendary Muhammad Ali. I will walk away and don't want to make this cloudy situation become a haze that will chock my breath.

"..i regret and my middle finger is pointed at me"

" Bro....ada mana"

" Apa lama baru nak reply...just about to sleep. Why ?"

"Nothing...jom makan..teringin makan kat Cheese Naan itu?

" That sounds ...but takde tempat lain yang lagi cool ke"

" that warung is cool bro...thats KL..that the city. I like it"

" yeah, like people always say..always look for the greener grass"

" Apa merepek kau cakap. Nah, i am telling you, i am at the position in which i can't afford to eat at those fancy restaurant..."

" Ye ke?"

" Yes, can you please tell me when i change...never..i still eat at the place where i find its good..and its good "

" Okay ..okay...jom lepak"

" good, aku ambik kau la!!"

" oOoooooOoo........OOoooooOOoooooOOooo....OOooooooOOoooooOoo....i wanna sex you up...all night...i want ..to...sex you up"

"Pergh...lagu nie....dig!!"

"yeah....sangat zaman sekolah rendah"

" exactly..."

Status:.....still at the buttom...?

Inspired from a well known rapper and words below are mine:

Every other day, i still dreaming like i also do,

and i don't even care what other talk about me,

i ain't living at the same shoes as yours, i have my own to worry,

i slide in easily and keeping up is hard to do,

and for most of us, we be thinking bout better days,

Don't question my lifestyle,

i know i face the demon and god at the same time,

just keep in your mind that i wish for sweet heavenly times,

Thinking back as a young jobless guy,

i have been solo and so wrong,

tired of being broke can't pay for a drink,

and that time i will know who is my friends,

Looking for better days, and still chasing my dream,

i am not that average people that have all the advantages,

lock down in this situation, very hard and tears still coming,

you and me are no strangers,

approaching you with some freshly smiles everyday we meet up,

real man will always climb up slow and i drive it slow,

i will start digging the wealth from low and make mountains,

Thinking back as a young jobless guy,

i have been solo and so wrong,

tired of being broke can't pay for a drink,

and that time i will know who is my friends,

Every time you around and round you go,

respect to those who put your head away from me,

i take it easy and don't wanna break you neck cuz i know you will need me,

i aint rich ..aint now,

brothers say stop crying..and yes bro, i keep my head up high,

it make take awhile before i can fly with my own jet,

what ever you want..get it,

forget those bastard, i aint a hater but those cheap mouth is a no show,

This is my true stories at the mo,

witness an dt hard times, one day i hope to make it,

maybe its a fantasy, but i know i will earn it,

i dont worry about a damn thing,

this isn't a game, but dreams to be achieve.

.................desired for higher position and elevation to make people listen!!