Shed My Skin - A Pursuit of Happiness Epilog

I am now not alone. Living with the greastest friend.To be side-by-side watching the sun rise and wishing upon the shooting star. Life have become truly different. Nothing new but it seems so magical and full with suprise. I often asked myself -'Am I ready for this?'. there is no right or wrong answere for this but its all about responsiblelities. i believe that if i am 'into' it the it should be fine.

23 September 2011, i pledge that i am ready to take this great journey to another level where myself and my wife knows the true meaning of Tender, loving and care. I am very blessed to have people around us to appreciate and welcome us to the family. I have become the 'man'. The one that will create another masterpiece in the art of familyhood.

I wish my thank you to my most greatest and only god Allah that given my the hope to stay alive again. You are always there for me all this while. I can't believe that You finally give me the best girl,woman and wife to me. Dear god, now with your will and blessing, i am soon to become father. I thank you for all the bestest gifts and lucks.

My contract with Tourism Malaysia is soon to be expired. Knowing me, i am very worried of what may come inline . Maybe i can survive this cruel world or not. People talk about the hard world that pays but i am still here stuck. I would like to be famous and come back to the place where i can claim that ' I am the man that can't be moved'.

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Scott Morrissey Vs The DIY Life Pt 7: I am not an Ordinary Dreamer..its a Job

2010 nearly come to the end now. Minus days and hours its a new year coming in. Well, fortunately and vice versa, its a wondeful year thou it bring lots of misery and psychopathic moments. Above all the rumble trouble and sometimes unable to stop the circumstances, i pause and smile for a short while. Having a deph thinking of the pleasure being so in that situation at that part of time.

Again, i am not a great writer. Should i explain. rather not, coz it will make you the reader more stupid for not noticing the false and fault of my words and language. It all about the passion. Its the interest and wanting to level up myself. One wise person who i adore once said, its not always about the mind, but the heart that counts. But i always will remember that "I will never have it all together". I need t stay calm, focus and keep on trying to level up my standard. My standard does not relate or have any common sense with my style, designers fashion or custom cars. my standard is that, becoming wealthy. Ofcoz, i need to stay healthy too.

Dreaming. Its a verb. Love is a verb too. The chemistry that is so simple between those two verb makes its so complicated to understand among ordinary person. Everything that we have right now, what we see, touch, smell and heard about started from dreams. I would like to that all of my dream become true one day. I would love to smile and be proud of it. To others its sounds normal and ordinary, but to my great self that all of my dreams are special. I have not shared my wildest and most awesome visualization of dragons and alien yet. Coz if i do so, the psychatric personnel my come to my house and adopt me to become their pet brother. (sign)

Life is always about what is coming...not what was. I seems to be lost in the meaning of that phrase myself. Too much of hurt and obsticles. Baricade my walks and joy...arghh ngantuk plus nak survey shop lots..out!!

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Scott Morrissey Vs The DIY Life Pt4 - Plains and Dreams

I am a great man. Powerful of making change. Better than other people. Despite some studies shows that women evolution grows better by year compare to men. But i am superhuMAN. Just don't be so 'stereotyping' having this superhuman thinggy and relates it to the 'Incredible hulk' or 'super handsome ' Superman.'

"No..No..No.."

Making change is usually or commonly should involve a huge changing, a revolution, moving forward or making it possible which from a single person or a leader that gives great impact to the mass. But in my context, my own world, I am trying to move forward, walking toward my dream.

I am now dreaming. Just like everyone else. Having that imagination of you becoming better in future. This is what you called 'Day dreaming'. Back in school days, we be punish or end up standing on a chair with your hands pinching your ears.

Now that I grew older and wiser...I am free to dream at any time I want. Even if I am behind the wheels, I am sure that my mind is somewhere in my own world but my focus is on the road. A good thing that I will not be in trouble for day dreaming.

But the trouble with day dreaming when you are above 21 years 'young'; you will stuck in that moment of dreaming if you do nothing to undertake and prosper the dream, you are dead and gone! Useless I might say. But I am sure, like a good gentleman should do, you must have planned something indeed.

I myself a failure. Still ...maybe. I remember that one day I said;

"Sayang, I think I am a failure. I wish to be part of the great man in advertising arena..but now I am stuck"

And she said;

" Jangan risau, bukan sekarang tapi bila Tuhan kata sesuai". (Don't worry, if not now, God knows when it is right time)

It was before I resigned I realise that my dream to be the great industry player of advertising world had vanished. Gone before time allows me too. But it was that time I had another dream. A dream that could probably change my life.

I am always a great fan of Money. love money and love the great affairs of what money can do. So, living my current life with lots of limitation towards having money and spending it. I crafted my great business plan. It’s not that extraordinary, but it could be consider as a good idea back then and currently visualizing the unique and iconic business that could be a reality in 2020.

I don't thrive in office environment. I don’t play office politic very well. So I knew that even if i work hard, applying myself to the job, I wouldn't be promoted. There always a limit to that and to my salary as well. I also think of flexibility of time.

As to date, I have four small and medium business plans in which all will generate two of my ultimate business dream. In which these small business scale could help do some finance aid to my bigger dreams. Well, having less money to enjoy is a good thing too. At least I can keep some money rather than my job currently which I barely able to keep aside some of it.

In the beginning, you have to do everything on your own. I always have that words in my mind and never assume you have everything in order. It's all a matter of attitude. Lack of capital is never a problem in starting a business.

Starting small and building capacity and confidence in the spirit of Azreel Feiza Zahari. Life is like business cycle; Start-up, growth, maturity and decline or more growth. As by today, he is still at the planning process.

Just like our parent use to be when they thinking of making it happen. It matters of, "How big can we grown the family and how many the house can fit and what amount involve". May take some time, but he is so sure that he could be the next 'Rising Dragon of Malaysia'.

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